Saturday, July 7, 2018

Angels Have Golden Wings

It is still 1963 and I am still upset that Allison and Heidi identical twins had to head back to west Germany...

In my bedroom, I tried to write one last letter to them , wrote on the envelope 'to Allison and Heidi, Germany' I knew that wouldn't work, so I addressed the letter in care of my elementary school. I heard nothing about it since then. 

I was crying by the barrel fulls so much so that my chest started to hurt:

  After closing my eyes:  The first thing I saw was a vivid image  of Linda, my beautiful friend,neighbor, and baby sitter  along with the rest of her church group outdoors. looking up at the stars praying.I felt this wavy sensation like a river flowing through my body then a calmness.

Inside my head I heard a female voice talking to me: "Stanley, because you have treated females as humans, and not as objects, you will be rewarded. When it's your time to go to heaven, Allison and Heidi will be waiting for you, along with your  friends and love ones, you have pure love in your heart, which is rare now-a-days" 

Female voice continues: "At the summer picnic, when you told Allison and Heidi that you love them, they already knew; Even before you told them . They knew, Stanley, they knew !"

The female voice I heard ,might of been the virgin Mary, Jesus' mother. but why  Mary's voice, and not Jesus'  ? Maybe God and Jesus decided I would receive more comfort from a female voice.

Was there something supernatural going on ?  Or was it my subconscious mind itself  comforting me, and  preventing me from going over the edge? 
                       Life is full of unanswered questions.
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